Mr. Liar Womanizer

"A woman who holds the book speaks for the truth."

The story revolves about the experience of an English major teacher who got cheated by his almost husband, Leo. After a while Astrid finds out the truth.

𝚆𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚗 𝚋𝚢:

■■Lucian Enecrivanto■■

𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐:

••Astrid Hoshino••Leo Harper••

𝙲𝚘-𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚜:

••Enou Caspian••Akeisha Hoshino••

••Vienne Tamira Alcantara••

Mr. Liar Womanizer [part one]

"I don't care, if you're here

Or if you're not alone

I don't care, it's been too long"

It's been months since I and my boyfriend Leo broke up, O by the way! I forgot to introduce myself, I am Astrid and I'm a teacher and a inspiration for the students, I teach english literature and i pretty much enjoy everything i do.

So when I was back in college, I met this guy who acts like a boy when it comes to joking things around but I've heard before that he's loyal and a good listener which is a green flag for me.

So one day I talked to him and asked him some things.

"Hey Leo, aren't you the new student?"

"O, yes, i just moved here from other school, nice to meet you, what's your name? And how'd you know me?"

"Well, you know got some sources, I'm Astrid, but call me Ms. Astrid, your future educator and wife."

"Clingy huh? I'm also taking education as my course, but as a mathematics major."

Isn't he so green flag! He's the man of my dreams, such a determined math major, i told to myself while handing out my hand towards him and have a shake.

"It was nice to meet you again Ms. Astrid but i better get going or else I'll be late for my class." He told me after handshaking.

"Sure thing Mr. Leo, hope we can talk again soon, nice to meet you." I said.

Then he finally walks away to attend his class, while me, i walked through the hallway going in the cafeteria to have some snacks.

"It's kinda like we didn't happen

The way that your lips move

The way you whisper slow

I don't care, it's good, it's gone"

After weeks of talking and bonding with each other, Leo told me something that made my stomach full of buttetflies.

"Astrid, Ich Mag Dich"

"Huh? What do you mean Leo?"

"Silly, you're a literature teacher, it means, I like you"

"What? You like me?"

"I adore you, i love you, and you're my everything"

"O, c'mon Mr. I ain't stupid, we're just weeks talking and now you love me? Take it slow, you know how much I'm inlove to you but I ain't easy to get"

"What? You're inlove at me?"

"Of course, isn't it obvious Mr?"

That's the time our love blooms and became stronger, We bond together like no one can replace each other's companion, We're always together that even when I'm going at my class, he'll walk with me.

"I said, I won't lose control, I don't want it

I said, I won't get too close but I can't stop it"

After months of bonding together, Leo told me to go at the school court at the afternoon, So i did.

I walked up until the school court and there i saw a biggest surprise of my college life, It was him! Holding flowers and with our school mates, He's wearing his suit that make him look so fine.

"O God, How can i resist this handsome man." I said to myself.

Leo walked nearer at me and slowly knelt himself down, He looks at me and pull out of my hand, Kisses it and asked me the question I've been waiting for.

"My words, My english literature, My dictionary, can you please be my girlfriend?"

Without any hesitations I did answer Leo the answer he deserves.

"Yes, My math major, my addition and multiplication."

After that day, I and Leo finally became in a relationship, there's no day that I've been thinking about him, there's no hour that we're not together and I'm hoping that this guy will be my ending and last.

"Oh, no, there you go, making me a liar

Got me begging you for more

Oh, no, there I go, startin' up a fire, oh, no, no"

After several years of being in a relationship I and Leo have experienced different conflicts and fixed them up, We stayed with each other 'til we graduated, I finally became an English teacher and he became a math teacher.

We both got what we wanted for, and the most special is, We got each other.

We're so happy with the support of each other.

But that's what i thought.

Because after years of being in a relationship, I found out something that breaks my heart.

"Hey baby? I'm just gonna go off to work today okay? I'll be back before dinner." Leo told me while fixing the position of his rolex.

"But it's Saturday today Leo? How come you'll go at work?"

"Baby, you know that i do tutoring right? I'm going to my student's house today to tutor her."

"I see, okay go on Leo, keep safe okay?"

"Yes baby, i love you."

"Take care"

After that short conversation I kisses him at his lips and fixes his uniform, then He left after kissing me at my forehead and smiling at me.

After he left, i cleaned up the whole house without knowing that I'll discover the secret he's been hiding for years.

I saw a lipstick and a bralette under the sofa and they're not mine.

"Wait, there's aren't mine, is Leo cheating on me?"

I searched up the whole house and found alot of girls accessories that aren't mine, so I felt suspicious and went to his work.

"Oh, no, there you go, you're making me a liar, I kinda like it though

Oh, no, there I go, startin' up a fire, oh, no, no"

I got on his office and called his secretary, but you know what's different? Is that she's not answering but it says that she's here today.

So out of my anger, i went up using the elevator and went to my husbands office.

I opened the door and got shocked of what i saw.

"O my god, I can't believe this." I said.

"No Astrid! This isn't what it looks like, let me explain"

"Explain what Leo! I saw how you kissed that girl right on her lips!"

"Astrid, it's just a misunderstanding, please don't make a scene" him telling me with staters.

"Oh, no, no, no

Here comes trouble, no, no

Startin' up a fire"

"Don't make a scene? Are you serious!" I asked him with my mad tone.

"Astrid, please let me explain" he asked me with such a charming looks.

"No Leo, i thought you're just working but you're having a different job! A different ladies everytime! Since when?"

"No, no that's not what's happening here"

But before he finished his secretary cut him out and talks.

"Since college Astrid, you're just one of his collection, just like me, since college we're alot of girls having fun with Leo, we're not just telling you because you're his toy." His secretary said.

"What?"

"Yes, Astrid you heard it right Ms. English major, you were just one of us, a collection for fun."

"I can't believe it his Leo, i thought you're love's true but it seems like it's not."

"I'm sorry Astrid, but i love you for real"

"If you really love me, then you won't add me on your collection instead I'll be the only girl who owns your affection, I'm sorry and thank you, we're through, you can take everything in our house within this day, because you're moving out with your secretary!"

"I don't believe myself when I say

That I don't need you, oh

I don't believe myself when I say

So, don't believe me"

I went back at our house and gathered all of the clothes and things that Leo owns, i threw them all at the road and waiting for his return.

After an hour, he arrives with his secretary who's wickedly smiling at me.

"Astrid, I'm sorry" he told me.

"You don't need to say sorry, it's who should be sorry of myself, i loved, i cared with a womanizer." I told him while slowly tearing up.

"I'm sorry sweetheart, but next time, never trust a math major, because just like the subject itself, they multiple girls and they collect exponents." His secretary said.

After that both of them left, they left me, Leo left me alone at the front door of our house, I sat in the floor and there i cried.

"Oh, no, there you go, you're making me a liar

Got me begging you for more

Oh, no, there I go, startin' up a fire, oh, no, no"

Now it's been months since i and Leo broke up with each other, The divorce papers have came and signed already by the both parties.

I can't say that I'm fully recovered or happy right now, but all i can think is, every memories and everytime that we spent together are just lies? Nothing there was true?

"Oh, no, there you go, making me a liar, I kinda like it though

Oh, no, there I go, startin' up a fire, oh, no, no"

I thought if i got married to the guy that i love the most I'll be able to make myself happy, because there's no word in dictionary that can define how ruined am i right now.

"Yeah

Oh, no, you're making me a liar

'Cause my clothes are on the floor"

Now i know that being inlove isn't always about giving every definition, every noun and synonyms but you should also look for the opposite.

But I'm still thankful that i knew that thing that early, because atleast i never married a womanizer math major, who multiplies girls like an unsolvable equation.

Right after I'm starting these words and statements, someone knocked at my door, so i opened it.

When i opened it, i saw a guy wearing tuxedo and giving me flowers.

"Hello Astrid, I'm a science major in education and i know you're a literature major one, can i be your experiments inside of your fruitful terms?"

I looked at him and when i heard what he just told me, there's only one thing that came in my mind.

"Uh

Oh, no, no, no

Another fire"

Exposing Mr. Multiplier [part two]

"Ooh, look what you made me do

Look what you made me do"

"Um, I don't know actually, I don't even know who you are, you just came here and knocked on my door telling me these things, and which school are you teaching?" I asked him.

"O, I'm sorry, I'm Enou and I'm an science major teaching at FAR Eastern University." He told me.

"I see, you're from FEU, that's the school i came from, we must be from the same batch but ended up not knowing each other."

"I know you for so long Ms. Astrid, and i have been admiring you for years and your smile is my Atomic Number 79."

"Please don't give me a scientific punch line, I ain't a scientist." I told him while chuckling.

"It's Gold my silly astrid."

"Don't call me yours, because I'm not yet answering your question, Be your girlfriend? That's what you literally wanna ask and tell at me right? You don't need to rumble up words, wanna say something? Tell it straight to the point."

"Chill you Almanac, I'm ready to wait for you"

"My relationship just got blow up, and you're not yet proving yourself, i don't even know if you're into my standards at a buandi."

"What's buandi? In the first place." He asked me looking confused.

"Old Norse term for to dwell, one of the words that the term husband originally derived." I answered patiently.

"Well, let me prove my self to you."

Then I smiled at him and closed the door and looks at the windor seeing him leave with his car.

"I don't like your little games

Don't like your tilted stage

The role you made me play of the fool

No, I don't like you"

After seeing him leave, i grabbed my phone and stalked my ex boyfriend Leo.

I saw post photos of him and his secretary.

"Can't believe he chose a student over me, this is illegal, he deserves to be in jail, lucky him, I'm still inlove and I'm a good person."

I liked those photos he posted and texted him, saying somethings such as meet up for clarification.

Leo then replied said "sure" with laugh and heart emojis that makes me annoyed because it looks like he's making fun of my offer so for back lash i texted him back.

"Don't you wanna meet again your supposedly soon wife that became your ex girlfriend?"

"You know what, you're acting immature, you're the one who broke us up then you'll act like you're the one not in fault." He texted me back.

"Really Leo? You'll tell me it is my fault? I'm not the one who cheated at the first place."

"Let's not talk about it Astrid, I'm busy with my new partner, we're about to get married actually so bark anytime you wanted." He texted me then sent me an like reaction.

So to mock him up, I sent a like reaction too, I can't be the one who's annoyed, it should be him.

"I don't like your perfect crime

How you laugh when you lie

You said the gun was mine

Isn't cool, no, I don't like you"

After the text conversation, I headed to the mall since that's the place we decided to do meet up.

At the Mall, I saw him eating at our favorite restaurant but unfortunately to say, He's with that girl, But since I'm in here already I entered the restaurant and came to them.

"Hello, Leo. and you lady." I greeted them with wickedly smile.

"Seems like you're still bitter from what happened Ms. Astrid?" The girl told me with smirk face.

"I'm not here to do cat fights with you or arguments, I'm born the right way."

"Astrid, stop. she doesn't have any problems with you, we have, don't involve her with your st*pid rants." Leo suddenly cuts me off saying mean his things.

"I'm no the one who cheated tho with her, anyways. I'm here to make clear that why would you go with a student Leo, a student with failing marks." I asked him.

"How'd you know?" Leo asked me while being confused.

"Let's just say, even we're Not in the same grade level of teaching and students, i still know about the school itself and their students."

After saying those things, the girl suddenly talked back and responded.

"Ms. Stop chasing up Sir Leo already, he wants me because I'm younger, bolder and I'm better than you."

"You're not better sweetie, you're just a failing student with failing marks."

"No I'm not, I'm your ex boyfriend long time favorite in his collection of girls, And I am Archer, and you have nothing to face me."

"You have a sharp tounge despite you're just a student having affair with a teacher!"

I raised my voice while saying that so that everyone inside the restaurant will hear about the commotion.

"But I got smarter, I got harder in the nick of time

Honey, I rose up from the dead, I do it all the time

I got a list of names, and yours is in red, underlined

I check it once, then I check it twice, oh!"

"O, look what you made me do, look what you just made me. Now everyone inside this place know about how dirty you are, i mean both of you."

"Astrid, I know you're mad to us, specially at me but you don't have to embarrass us, we can just talk about it." Leo told me looking worried.

"You both deserve it Leo and Archer, so next time if you'll lie, you'll backstab, you'll cheat to a girl Leo, make sure she's not an english major, Because i will move every piece of letter to make you suffer."

After saying them those things i finally walked out of the mall and went back home.

"I don't like your kingdom keys

They once belonged to me

You asked me for a place to sleep

Locked me out and threw a feast (what?)"

While sitting at the sofa I've thought of Something that might help me to have a little bit of revenge towards my beloved ex, Leo.

With the plan that i made, i called Enou and told him to come over, After an hour he finally arrives and when he knocked on the door, I opened it and asked him to have a sit and have a talk with me.

"Enou, i need your help and your connection to get back on my ex boyfriend."

"How Astrid? I don't know him and I'm just a teacher."

"Just follow up on my plan."

"What's your plan? Tell me so i know what I'm gonna do."

"I'm planning to get Leo fired and the same time i want the whole country to know what he did, i want the media to report about his betrayal with his student, i want him out and suffer."

"The world moves on, another day another drama, drama

But not for me, not for me, all I think about is karma

And then the world moves on, but one thing's for sure

Maybe I got mine, but you'll all get yours"

"O, time for you to see who's the girl you made me do Leo."

"I've got a plan Astrid but there's one condition." Enou told me.

"What is it Enou?"

"You have to do a date with me."

"Are you seriously Trying to have a points right now?" I told him while chuckling a bit.

"Fine, No date, why is it so hard to have your heart."

"Because my heart's still not fine, it's yearning for revenge and to get even."

"Well sure, so here is my plan to help you, we'll make a live video at a television network, Don't worry I'll pay for it, and in that live video you have to speak, raise your voice say each statement, each sentence, each word and each letter about what he did to you."

"I like that idea of yours, pretty feisty but i would love to do that." I responded with a smile of wicked in my face.

"But I got smarter

I got harder in the nick of time (nick of time)

Honey, I rose up from the dead

I do it all the time (I do it all the time)"

Enou called all his assets in media and called a pres-conference that he mentioned with his plans.

I smiled wickedly while looking at Enou and thinking about something that might he impossible to happen.

"What if i gave him a chance? Will Leo cheat again?" I asked myself.

And then after some hour the people and personel from media have finally came and prepared everything for my awaited interview.

Because of how much Enou payed them, they cut even the most important news to air live my interview about saying all the truth behind my ex.

"Are you ready Ms. Astrid?" The anchor said.

"Yes, I am ready and let's get started smooching off all the dirt of that cheater." I said.

"I got a list of names, and yours is in red, underlined

I check it once, then I check it twice, oh!

Ooh, look what you made me do,

Ooh I'll be the actress starring in your bad dreams

I don't trust nobody and nobody trusts me

I'll be the actress starring in your bad dreams"

I am now ready to speak on the microphone and smiling like an evil in front of the cameras.

I glansed my eyes and smiles wickedly, then i started revealing my ex's mess.

"A blessed day for all of the people in our nation specially to those who's in position when it comes to education I am Astrid, an english major who had an ex with my boyfriend who's excellence when it comes to mathematics is as good as having affair with Numerous count of girls."

"Last last time i discovered that the man that i want to marry and thought a loyal and faithful one is actually a fraud, a liar, a cheater and a manipulator. And that must be the biggest mistake an English teacher would make, because i believed to a man who's intellectual knowledge is lower than a piece of acorn."

But in middle of my monologue, someone that i expected to come have attended.

"Astrid, Stop! I thought we talked about this already" Leo told me.

"We never talked about this Leo, O and by the way, why didn't you bring your student who you cheated with, what's her name again? Archer right?"

"Stop humiliating us and yourself" he once told me with high raised voice.

"I am humiliating myself, I am just making you taste the buds of your own medicine."

Leo became speechless as i continued to expose him.

"And yes everyone! You heard it right, this man in your front and your television right now cheated with his student! A teacher, a major in mathematics of secondary education cheated with a failing student and bunch of other girls, he's been collecting girls since we dated and i only found that days ago, you should be ashamed of yourself."

"I'm sorry

But the old Astrid (Taylor) can't come to the phone right now

Why? Oh, 'cause she's dead (oh)"

"O, look what you made me do Leo, you deserve every humiliation, and shame."

"You wicked english dictionary" he told me.

"I'm not wicked, I'm just full of terms unlike you, you're a zero someone who's not counted."

The people were shocked about the news that they've heard and so the educational institution are, so after the live they end up calling Leo and cut his license into half, And because he has no job anymore Leo was not able to fulfill every expenses he needed so he end up being alone.

And after a while, i never saw him again.

The last time i heard his name is when people talking about his girls who's not afraid of going out in public.

I became in peace and stayed single and realized that you don't need an equational partner when you're definitely free as one terminology.

"Ooh, look what you made me do

Look what you made me do

Look what you just made me do

Look what you just made me do"

"I'm not crazy nor a psychopath, I'm actually nice and good but when you cheat, be ready because an english professional will hunt you down."

"Ooh, look what you made me..."

"Astrid? Can i have a chance now? It's been long time since you've moved on, maybe we can try?" Enou said while looking at me with hope.

"Let's see..."

"Look what you made me do

Look what you just made me do

Look what you just made me do"

Never Ending Lies [part three]

"Take away your things and go

You can't take back what you said, I know

I've heard it all before, at least a million times

I'm not one to forget, you know"

After months of months that Enou courted me i finally gave him the answers that he want to hear.

But unlike on what he expected, i gave a different answer that gives him a challenge to do better in trying to have my heart.

"Enou, i would like to say that my heart is enclose and if you really want it to be yours then open the gates of it, have the key."

"What's the key? Tell me Astrid so I'll know how to open those tissues of your heart that you call a gate."

"If you're into me then your love must find the right pair of key, just like what they said Enou, Mahal mo ako? Then do everything."

"I love you, i love you for every single atom inside my body but how could i find something that i don't have any idea at all."

"Just like what i said. If you're into me then your love and your intention will do it for you."

I smiled at Enou and left him with the place we decided to meet up, i left him the challenge to finally see if he'll do the same Leo did.

"I hope i made the right decision to accept another man inside you, my precious." I told myself then i touches my chest in part where my heart is located.

Once again i smiled and walks further and further, I did an exhale of breath once i reached a convenience store near my house.

I entered the story and looks around it and went to the section of snacks.

"I don't believe, I don't believe it

You left in peace, left me in pieces

Too hard to breathe, I'm on my knees

Right now"

While getting some chewing gums i suddenly saw a person that i never expected to run into again.

"Leo? What are you doing here? And why are you looking that that?" I asked him with shock.

And yes it was Leo, i saw him getting some chips near the section I'm in, he looks dirty and stinky, I'm sure he's homeless right now.

"Nothing Astrid." He told me with his humiliated tone with bow down head.

"Where's Archer? Did she leave you after the issue that I've made?"

"Yes. Hope you're happy now."

"Well yes I am but not happy to see like this? What happened to you? You look different and miserable, i mean i never thought that the thing i did will end up like this on your side." I told him not with the mood of happiness but with the tone of pity towards him.

"It's okay, I'm the one who made the mistake for a long time Astrid, don't blame yourself flt something i should be ashamed of." He told me with once again humiliation.

"It's not a mistake of yours Leo, it's your choice." I told him with serious and cold tone.

I turned back at him and left the section with gum in my right band and a soda in my left.

I went to the counter and paid for the stuffs i brought and while i was at the counter the staff asked me something.

"Aren't you the teacher from the interviews months ago? I saw your ex here just now. He's in the same section as you do earlier have you both met again?" The staff asked me.

"O, yes! I met him there, he actually changed a lot, Literally and figuratively speaking."

"I agree, over the months of him buying here? He began to become dirty and less caring with himself, maybe he's still into you and suffering because of the choice he made."

"I don't think so, i can forgive him with what he did to me but i will never forget the stain he left me."

I told the staff and left the store and after that i prayed not to see Leo again because the next time I'll see him I don't know what I'm gonna do and react.

It's funny that he's suffering now of all the things he did but it's pitiful for me to see him like that.

"I'm so sick of that same old love, that shit, it tears me up

I'm so sick of that same old love, my body's had enough

Oh-oh-oh that same old love"

"That was unbelievable, i never thought that it will affect him like that." I told myself while rolling out my eyes and making face.

But i fade that out of my head and mind then i walk again to get home and finally have my rest.

When i am eventually at my door a familiar voice have called my name with a tone of raspy but cold Innocence that i almost thought a child.

"Astrid?"

I look my head towards the place that the voice is coming from and saw Leo in the sidewalks waiting for me.

"What are you doing here Leo? I mean, why are you here? Aren't you should be at your home?" I told him with confusion.

"I'm just here to say sorry again" then he bowed his head and walked through the path way of the side walk.

"I'm so sick of that same old love, that shit, it tears me up

I'm so sick of that same old love, my body's had enough"

But then when he's walking something have happened that shocked me and made my eyes wide open.

A drunk driver driving his motorcycle suddenly run in the sidewalk and hits Leo, he throws up in the tree nearby and blood were running from his head and his bones from the limbs behind are out of his body, while the driver got injured since his head bangged the tree and he throws out of his motorcycle.

I ran towards Leo and hold him from his back.

"Leo, Leo! Open your mouth and say something." I asked him continuesly while crying and looking at his bloody head.

"A..A..ast"

"Leo, if you can't don't talk but please keep your eyes open and never close it, please for me?" I asked him again with tone of concern.

"A..Astrid? Now that i think my last day has come, are you happy to S..See me finally paying off with everything i did."

"No, i may want to see you pay everything back but not with this way Leo, this is not what i want to happen on you." I told him while tears are falling out of my eyes.

"I'm always into you, even i cheated on you with a bunch of girls, my heart was and will always be loyal to you."

"Leo, i don't know but I'm no longer the owner of your heart, i let that go already and let mine gain happiness and consciousness."

"I'm happy about your decisions but Astrid, i want to tell you something about Enou.."

"What is it? Tell me."

But before he told me the thing he was about to speak up about, Leo closes his eyes and let himself die in my arms.

"Leo? No..no, i told you not to close your eyes! Leo! Please talk to me, please open those eyes and tell me that you're gonna fight for me, for us." Tears were falling out of my eyes with yell and scream of mine are around the whole place begging for him to wake up.

"Please, tell me, Leo even we're no longer together, i still love you..that i want to tell you that even you cheated, i still care for you."

"Leo please wake up, please? If Enou's planning something to me please wake me up with this situation that might or may not hurt me." Tears were continuesly falling out of my eyes while i scream for Leo.

Leo finally gave his final breath to me with untold message that he will no longer be able to tell at me, I can't deny that i still care and still have a glimpse of love towards him, that even he cheated I can't see him suffer that much and this? This time that Leo gave his last words and last appearance, it's breaking my heart and It makes me wanna cry into pieces and fill up a bucket with sorrow.

"I'm so sick of that same old love, feels like I've blown apart

I'm so sick of that same old love, the kind that breaks your heart"

The ambulance and the police men are here finally to get Leo and everything fixed up, after days of that disaster that i never expected to happen Enou came to my house to give his sympathy and to be with me while i was still suffering with witnessing everything that have happened that caused Leo to die.

Enou came to me and hugged me while we're sitting at the couch, he hold my hand and put on of his arm in my shoulder.

"Are you still inlove with Leo?" He asked me gently.

"It's hard to forget the memories that we've made together, we cherish that since we're college." I exhaled breathe and think deeply.

"It's okay, you can miss him everytime you want, I'll accept it"

"There's something he wants to told me about you but never had a chance, would you mind telling it to me Enou?" I looked at his eyes and smiled at him.

"Sadly, i can't for now but love takes time to process right?" He responded with smile on his face and eyes.

"Yeah, i agree just tell me about it when you can." I coldly responded.

I can't deny that even I'm thankful for the existence of Enou beside me, sometimes it makes me think that all men are cheaters and dirps, i don't know, i may be scared and traumatic about love and it's idea of being together but i am willing to have his back beside me and him to enter my heart i just have to know if he's really willing to take care and not to break it again.

"I'm so sick of that, so sick of that love

I'm so sick of that, so sick of that love

I'm so sick of that, so sick of that love

I'm so sick of that, so sick of that love"

After that Enou left the house again and it made me feel suspicious because he's not basically like that, he always take care of me all the time when it comes to these kind of matters.

After thinking of a while i thought that there might be something i would never like to happen again so i decided to come right after Enou and follow his route wherever he is coming at.

I followed Enou for hours walking while i was behind him and everytime that he'll look behind i will definitely hide from bushes to walls and to vehicles that i can hide myself and make sure that he won't notice that someone's following him.

Then he stopped to an restaurant that i am not familiar with but for sure this is a place that a girl would love to eat, it's not that girly, it's not that bad*ss and it's not that boring.

Personally this place to me has a quiet great ambience to have a date either lunch or dinner, this place is the location to dream for.

But that's just everything outside of the restaurant.

"No wonder this restaurant is a five star place inside." I told myself with visible presence of being amaze.

I saw that Enou entered the restaurant so i did too, unfortunately the guard didn't let me enter since i have no reservations but money can buy everything right? So out of my desperation i gave the guard five thousand just to let me enter the restaurant.

"Sir, here's five thousand pesos and I'm willing to give to you, just let me enter this restaurant, i have to see who are the people inside because i just saw my suitor coming this way and entered your establishment."

"Ma'am, I'm sorry but i can't let you enter, this is a private restaurant that you can only eat or allowed to enter if you have a reservation."

I noticed that beside his Identification card is a photo of him and his daughter so i used the child to his father, i know it's wrong but i have to do it.

"Sir, i know you have a daughter and if you accepted my offer? You will be able to buy everything that she wants to have, don't you want to see your precious little girl holding her favorite food, licking out an ice cream cone and enjoying that to die for cake and chocolates? Don't you want to see her hugging a teddy bear and wearing that smile that a parent would love to see from their daughter."

at first he was refusing but in the end of time he accepted my offer with peaceful smile.

"O, yeah you're right, i have a thousand salary here every week but it's not enough to give my baby girl the stuffs that she wants but Ma'am, please if someone asked you why you're here tell them that you have a reservation with someone, I don't wanna loose my job."

I smiled towards the guard and says sure for a sign of agreement done.

"I'm not spending any time, wasting tonight on you

I know, I've heard it all

So don't you try and change your mind

'Cause I won't be changing too, you know"

After i entered the restaurant and giving out cash just because i want to clear everything i saw Enou walking into a room and if you'll analyze it carefully you'll know that it is a no outsider room then i saw a girl walking next to him so out of my curiousness i tried to follow them and when I reached the room door i found out that it was locked so it made me think that this room in my front right now is secured for reservations only.

So all I did is to asked the guard again to open the door and since we are good to each other already and he said yes that made me so happy honestly.

The guard opened up the door and we both saw something that i am scared of seeing again.

"Hello babe, how are you? I've been waiting for us to meet again." Those words are from Enou.

"Really babe? I know you've been fooling that english teacher who got famous because of her issue about his ex who died days ago." The girl replied with chuckling voice.

"Come on babe you expect me to like her? She's crazy imagine calling out a whole pres-conference just to expose her ex" then Enou chuckled.

Then when i heard those things i cut them from talking and starts to rant out everything that i feel.

"Really? Enou? cheating to me? Since then?" I questioned them.

"Apparently, he was just fooling you off, Enou and I are fiance's for months already so if you actually answered yes to him earlier then you're the third party." The girl replied to me looking like she's laughing at me from within.

"Enou? Is this true? Who even this girl?" I questioned him again.

"Astrid,Astrid, Astrid. You were a fool and a toy for men." She told me.

"I am Vienne and i am Enou's fiance and soon be his wife." She continued talking.

"Shut up! I am not talking to you! You sl*t" i shouted and pointed her face with my pointing finger.

"Stop it! Don't call my fiance like that Astrid! You're just a toy i played with and now i don't want anymore, and please don't point Vienne like that! You're lesser than her one foot."

Enou's words hurt me so much that i breaks my heart hardly.

"Really Enou? You know how much i sufferend when Leo cheated on me and now you'll do the same?" I asked him with tearing up eyes.

"Technically i did the same and i am not ashame of that, I'm actually laughing that you believed in me despite that Leo tried to tell you about this mess you're involved with." He chuckles right after he responded these words.

"So this is the one Leo wants to let me know before he died? No wonder you're so happy that he's gone and he was not able to tell me the truth earlier."

"Honestly ast, the guy using the motorcycle isn't actually drunk, i payed him to act like one and to purposely hit Leo and make sure that he will die because I know that after Leo saw me and Vienne talk to each other and kissing each other's lips is he's gonna confront you and tell you about it, pretty smart right?" Then he smirks.

"You're even worser than Leo, you're an evil hiding inside those laboratory equipments."

"Don't hate the scientist Astrid or should i call you laboratory mouse? Anyways, don't hate the scientist, hate the experiment." He smirks and laughs then he grabbed his coat that's lying in the table then walks out with Vienne.

"Wait, Enou."

"What's the problem again? You knew the truth so Back off!" He shouted at me.

"They're right, science and mathematics are surely connected and related to each other, you and Leo are the same subject who's having multiple and doing addition to one substance, doing experiment and making each equation complicated." I looked at him and finally tears fall off my eyes.

"Your words won't affect us Astrid, it's not their fault that English makes the subject better " Vienne told me and then they both left the room.

I sat at the chair and saw the invitation copy saying that it's gonna be Enou's and Vienne's wedding next month, there i saw how two man played me continuesly and fooled me right after another one.

"You can't believe, still can't believe it

You left in peace, left me in pieces

Too hard to breathe, I'm on my knees

Right now"

While crying in the room they left me i asked myself "Why do i have to experience this event in my life?" All i want is love to complete the missing term inside my heart who's full of love words and nouns.

I am full of love and the only thing that i want is to know who will have this love inside my chest but i end up loosing every definition of that word because of two guys played with words.

"Now i know, that i shouldn't date and trust those guys who can only say sh*ts and do nothing but cheat."

I grabbed the fork and points it in my chest but the guard stops me from what I'm planning to do.

"Ma'am i know that you felt that hard thing but don't kill yourself, don't end your life just because of those fools." He told me with care.

"Sir, I'm just gonna eat this pasta they left, i might be broken but I won't do that thing you're telling at me." I chuckled and drops the fork in the floor and left the place.

As i was walking out the sidewalks there I realize that i should never give out too much love because there's some people that will use that affection and feelings against us.

After realization I complete changed my self, from the way of styling and everything, i focused on teaching for three months and prioritized my students and my passion for them to learn about my chosen subject.

I realize to know the value of myself and the value of my terms, and i finally knew that it doesn't mean that they said they like you or they love you it means they mean it, that they're serious and never expect love from those phrases who clearly doesn't have a clear structure.

I became better and felt that i can love myself and my continues dreams and because of those i was able to forget about what happened and i just continued to live my life, happily and in peace.

"I'm so sick of that same old love, that shit, it tears me up

I'm so sick of that same old love, my body's had enough

Oh-oh-oh that same old love"

Five more months pass by and i finally moved on, every second week of each month i visit Leo's grave and tell him everything that I've learn.

"Hey Leo, i know you cheated, i know that you fell for some other girls while loving me but i forgave you already and thank you for teaching me those lessons and I appreciate that in the end of your breathes you still think about me and tries to tell me the truth, i love you Leo."

Then i stood up and smiles on his grave, i left the basket of flowers in there and i walked far from that place, i walked back until i reached my way back home.

When i got home i prepared myself and gather all my stuffs that are about teaching, I collected my pens, my markers, my records and books and wear the attire that i mostly wear in work, black blazer, white pants and white t-shirt and of course my pair of shoes.

I walked by and went to the school that I'm teaching with, and when the bell rung i entered my classroom.

"I'm so sick of that same old love, feels like I've blown apart

I'm so sick of that same old love, the kind that breaks your heart"

And after class there was a guy who called my name and hold me by my shoulders, i looked up to him and he was a young, fresh and hot man and by his looks i knew that he was teacher.

"You're new here? Welcome sir, nice to meet you." Then i smiled.

"My name's Alfonso and I'm a cookery teacher, may i ask you for a date or catch up after the duties?"

He seems nice but I'm no longer open for love actually so i immediately turn down his offer.

"O, here we go again, let me guess that if you found a better dish than i am you'll be going with that and forget about me obviously because you're no longer into my taste and your appetite's finding for a new one right?" I told him with attitude and make face.

"What..what do you mean? I'm just asking if you would consider going out with me."

"I won't fall for that Mr. Alfonso the chef teacher, find another English major or else find another girl to try up your new recipes."

Then i walked out and leaving him standing in the hallway.

He tried to call my name but i never faced him back.

"Astrid, wait please give me a chance to prove myself" He shouted and tried to convince me.

So this made me turned back my head and answer him.

"I'm sorry but i don't want anyone to fool my heart again and even you'll say that you won't, I can't expect that you will not and to not consider your existence and to not consider what you feel towards me is the best thing to protect my heart, if you think I Judging you then I'm sorry but that's how i want myself to be." I answered him and walks away again.

At first i felt conscience but then i realize that it doesn't really matter because atleast i saved my self from another sh*t of heart break.

I've learned already and i will never repeat the same mistakes of past and I'm happy about this decision of mine.

"I'm so sick of that, so sick of that love

I'm so sick of that, so sick of that love

Oh-oh-oh that same old love

Oh-oh-oh that same old love"

END.