Gloomy
- Lucian Enecrivanto
- Feb 12, 2022
- 5 min read
Updated: Jun 4, 2022
"Gloom is something that's sad at the same time relaxing."
The Album priors to make readers relate to how much depressing the world is,
It might have happy endings in some part but It's still gloomy and sad.
Yet this feeling makes us listen to musics such as Taylor Swift and any other songs that helps us to relax.

Lettered Love.
One day and night,
Where the day came that i fright,
Asking myself if i should fight,
Hold to me tight.
Behold to the book of lies,
Where all your words flies,
Look at the skies,
They're wonderful like your eyes.
Hey my love, have you wish upon the stars?
That you're real, and we're together,
Have you thought of having me in your plot,
I guess not.
You were a page of a book,
A book that i always read,
You're fiction that made my mind by imagination,
You're just an image I kept on look.
O Lucario, my delusions makes me think that you're real,
That even in everything you appeal to appear,
Therefore, i finally ended my dreams,
I burned your book, i burned it without second hook.
I watched you tear down while burning,
While my heart's in pain and aching,
Lucario, I'm sorry,
But it's time to end the fantasy and show the real story.
That you're just an character, A phase i thought real,
You're just an context that for me is the best,
So i fell but in the ending you're not here to tell,
Tell that a page can't be married with a woman.
I watched your ashes flow into the air,
Now all i can say is I'm free,
I'm free from bragging you even you're not existing,
I'm finally out of this mess.
I'm finally not inlove with a page,
With a man who's written by it's autor,
Who's never gonna be mine,
Because you were supposed to be in someones storyline.
—first, Gloomy.
»𝙻𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎

F.E.A.R (Fake Evidence Appearing Real) [ inspired by Taylor Swift]
I saw something in the road,
It's night and it's wetting the pavements,
The raindrops soaking me and making it hard to do movements,
You walked out of your car with your eyebrows broad.
You came close to me and whispers in my ears,
You hold my hand and takes me in your car,
You made me sit and relax,
You hold my cheeks and said, I'll take you somewhere fearless.
The way you shakes your head and waves your hair makes me want you,
I feel like I'm the main character in every minute I'm sitting beside you,
You looked at me and smiles telling me to see the view,
"Isn't it beautiful my boo?"
You drove slower and told me to focus,
Because the next scenes about to boost,
"We're about to reach the end my love"
You said your eyes shining like a dove.
You stopped in a field having tires flat,
I saw flowers and grasses alot,
It's waving with the air,
It's breezing my hair.
You told me to come with you and have a rest,
"Don't worry my love, we'll end this storm"
You said then hugged me after,
Having you is all it think that matter.
We sat in the field of grasses while raining,
The sea's waving to us and we're watching,
"You've got a nice dress"
You told me then i replied, "It means Fearless."
You smirks at me and gives me that first kiss that I've been waiting for,
You look at me deeply and said,
"I'll do everything for you to feel brave"
"Because everything is best with you"
I slept in your shoulders and finally the morning came,
I woke up alone and realize everything,
You only gave me a night of happiness,
Because everything you did is just an evidence that not everything we see is real.
Because you left me,
After you strengthen me,
I stand up again and looks at the calm sea and finally said my words,
"Love should be Fearless"
—second, Gloomy.
»𝙵𝙴𝙰𝚁 (ꜰᴀʟꜱᴇ ᴇᴠɪᴅᴇɴᴄᴇ ᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀɪɴɢ ʀᴇᴀʟ)
[𝙸𝚗𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚢 𝚃𝚊𝚢𝚕𝚘𝚛 𝚂𝚠𝚒𝚏𝚝.]

We're Apart
I fell inlove with your gaze,
Please take me back to the place,
When we both saw each others face,
Please have my name again on your lace.
I still remember our first conversation,
It lasted the entire day,
I can't believe we got together,
We spent the entire day holding each other.
But our time didn't last forever,
We both left together with a broken heart, Never even got to say goodbye to each other,
Never had a chance to say how my heart shutter,
Now i am asking myself,
Are you happy that we aren't together?
Let's make it clearer,
Are you happy that we ended up apart from each other.
—third, Gloomy.
» 𝚆𝚎'𝚛𝚎 𝙰𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝

Rayu
O Rayu, what a sweet child,
In dark woods, there she hides,
Wielding her pointing knife,
Ready to take a life.
"Mom, don't go!" she whispered,
"I'll distract Dad" I said,
Rayu Ran, the grass rustled,
As he comes, I prepare.
There she was, All and pale
To the rescues, She came,
"What have they done to you?"
O, my poor Rayu.
—fourth,Gloomy.
» 𝚁𝚊𝚢𝚞

Luna Ft. Sol
You were always here for me
From the beginning to end,
We've always call each other
Hearing your voice ease me up and makes me laugh.
Every night i think about you,
I think about us stargazing looking through the night sky,
You're my Luna and I'm your Sol,
You have my strength deep inside your soul.
—fifth, Gloomy.
» 𝙻𝚞𝚗𝚊 𝚏𝚝. 𝚂𝚘𝚕

Mimic-Camera (inspired by the game, mimicry)
"Lights, Camera, Death"
That's what I heard while in bed,
Aren't your expectations met?
Or it is just me wet because of sweat.
There was a film that has been empty for years,
No image nor picture of tears,
But there's something missing,
To complete the missing piece.
It was a camera,
A gadget who's gonna save your memories,
Everything in your days,
It'll keep it.
Until it was passed on to another person,
Your memories with it will remain,
You may lose a friend but memories will stay,
It will stay with you through bad times and record everything memorable days.
But this camera's different,
Her name's mimic, everything she captures she'll make a lookalike of it,
Not by photo, but by literal piece by piece,
Isn't it too good to be true?
Though she has magic,
The time she captures me and made a copy of myself,
At first it was fun to see,
But now it's annoying.
As I was walking at the hallway,
The copy she made me,
Stabbed me at my back,
Then I saw the camera, just laughs on me.
My blood flows down to the floor,
like a sea shore,
I slowly closed my eyes and whispered
"In this demonic pain, there's no cure."
Now I've been replaced by somebody,
It hurts I swear, though it's my fault,
I've learned not to trust,
Specially to a Mimic-camera.
Who's gonna make someone like you,
Acts like you, and pretends to be you,
Will end you without conscience,
Who'll give you life sentence.
—sixth, Gloomy.
» 𝙼𝚒𝚖𝚒𝚌-𝚌𝚊𝚖𝚎𝚛𝚊
[ɪɴꜱᴘɪʀᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴛʜᴇ ɢᴀᴍᴇ, ᴍɪᴍɪᴄʀʏ]

Starlight
You're my startlight, You shine brightly in my eyes
You woke me up from darkness,
I feel like I'm floating when I'm with you
Your love's like drug, it's addicting.
Sometimes I hate you so much, it kills me
But without you, it would kill me too
In my life, you are my only light
You shine like the stars, you light up my heart.
On the day the sun is dazzling
On a lovely night under the stars,
I wanna be with you,
Only you.
—seventh, Gloomy.
» 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝

Coffee Ending
I woke up in the morning,
I saw the sun shining,
It seems like it's looking at me smiling,
While I'm with my bread, enjoying eating.
I suddenly realize that there's something missing,
It's not you and your feelings,
Because i know they're deceiving,
I don't know why in my mind I'm talking.
I picked up the kettle with water that is boiling,
Grab a cup and wait for my coffee , it's brewing,
I'm just there waiting for my coffee, just relaxing,
I'm running out rhymes which is funny so let's get laughing.
Then my phone suddenly starts ringing,
It was you calling,
Picked it up and said hello with nice greeting,
You said hello, this is the ending.
I'm not expecting this, honestly it's shocking,
With the cup of my coffee, i continued sipping,
While I'm looking at your last messages you sent me this morning,
I was devastated so i drank my coffee while crying.
—eight, Gloomy.
» 𝙲𝚘𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚎 𝙴𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐
END.
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